Dreaming

Written to "Dreaming" prod. by Zone beatz

Always in a state, that I can't wake up out of/
And with all that I've given away, I haven't received the same love
Pinch me...cuz I don't think this fairy tale can get any better/
Or just shoot me hollow tipped 40 with a baretta
I already can't feel what's expected of me/
So I hurt myself to the point where my heart is bloodied
And broken...then I seclude emotions to the deepest part of this ocean, and always I'm hoping
That one day a girl will walk into my line of sight/
And at that moment I know everythings going to be alright
There My music has been ushered into another life/
Of heavenly status, because I feel like I'm going to lose this dog fight
I've been working everyday and every night/
So when people say they got it worse, I say I bet you're right
There's no point arguing since they don't know the truth/
That on certain days I'd cry myself to sleep becuz I had no food
I let em think they've won/
I was labeled as a villain, it's about time I show them one
Only a heroine, with the power to heal scars/
Will accept for me for the real way I are
I can't think of a more terrible life with terrific prospects/
To get back to feeling like I'm living in the projects
Only change is the setting/
And if you excuse the violence that's the only thing different
I think I pay a price every time I rise in the morning/
Everytime I open up my eyes I realize
That's it's another day of this and I sigh. I just sigh
This is a constant nightmare and I can never say goodbye.
To the ghost that reside there, the skeletons in my closet/
I imagine killing myself everyday I'm in this college
But it never happens, there's no suicide in this dreamworld/
Then way can't I be happy and finally meet this dream girl